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I missed you a lot today

"and I know I speak like my heart was broken last night
even though it happened last January,
when I thought I was numb from the cold
but I was numb from you
and sometimes everything you left behind cuts into
my tongue and I find myself choking up your name
even though it’s been 3 months since you’ve called
and I’m not sure how your voice still plays in my head
when I can’t even remember how it sounds
and there are scars and bruises all over me that I
could’ve sworn had faded but everyone looks at me
like I’m about to collapse
and sometimes I kiss boys who grab me like they
want to break me and I let them because there’s
nothing left to break
and sometimes they taste like you
and I used to smile like I wasn’t empty
but you’re stuck in my head
and in my heart
and underneath my fingernails
and I’m so sorry but you can’t stay here"
I’m a collection of unsaid goodbyes and thrown up 3 AM “I miss you’s” (via
extrasad)

(via ultrapoetic)

"I was 15 years old, laying on my bedroom floor, shaking and trying to shove my heart back into my chest after you told me you didn’t love me anymore and I’m covered in scars and there are still nights when I find myself trying to hold my bones together with bleeding hands and breathing gets hard but fuck, if I can survive you and the way you tore me apart I can survive anything."
why teenagers think we’re invincible  (via extrasad)

(via ultrapoetic)

"but dreams don’t mean a thing because you loved me in my sleep and when I saw you two days later you looked at me like you were never mine"
My mother told me that when you dream about someone they feel it too but you’re so cold you couldn’t feel my heart breaking in your hands (via extrasad)

(via ultrapoetic)

"Why can’t I forget you the way you forgot me?"
10 word story (via
qu-ote)

(Source: fucking-stoked, via youngg-andd-reckless)

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